atypical bipolar depression
can ANYONE have feelings of euphoria & lots of energy, where you just cant get any happier?
WITHOUT having to be Bipolar? id never want to purposely hurt/use someone..
being 16, i have social phobia & avoidant personality, which caused me atypical depression (& bad memories make it really bad).
i also get fixed fantasies of being liked & “superior”; i do desire real relationships & im more than eager to be liked, eager in a euphoric way (when i picture myself as how i wish to be). im also quite “perfectionist” in social terms & i want to impress people
does this necessarily mean im BIPOLAR? i am often in a “mania” but also b/c i want to have fun in life & have social relationships
ive heard people hate bipolars b/c they’re “hell” & want to use people/blame them for things…
….after being lonely for that long i wouldnt consider that
I’ve felt like that a few times in my life. But not often. I don’t hate bi-polars. I think social phobia is agoraphobia. Sounds like you have symptoms of something. But to be sure you need to be diagnosed by a professional. Especially if you experience depression. With bipolar you do experience times of euphoria as you described and then will drop into a deep depression. I hope all goes well with you.
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