bipolar boarding schools

Life, love, and family problems …?!?
I am 16 years old, and in love with a boy (also 16). When my mother knew I was depressed, bipolar and bulimic cutter automatically blame the problems on it. He did nothing wrong. She sent me to a hospital, and now I have to go to boarding far. He also put a restraining order against him. Now, she only allows me to speak to about 6 people, I had to pretend they were my friends, because he trusts in them, SHE. that are more his friends than mine. I left my parents and I speak for me and I'm tired of it. they are too closed minded and do not understand that I am ready to Back to normal school. No one will hear me and nobody will trust me to make decisions all the more. I can not have a cell phone using AIM, or even dialing buttons on the phone from the house to myself. I havent had it for about 2 years, I do not want to stay well. If I get upset, just bet who insist on putting on more drugs. I do not need them. This is crazy. I can not even say her name ever again. im confused …
Like it or not, are the last word until you spot sufficient to demonstrate that you are stable and responsible to find out for yourself. That means they have nothing but good to tell friends of your mother … You to be "Little Miss Sun" about their parents and friends reptiles. When finally able to convince them that all is well, then all you have to do is go to school, keep their skills, pick up after yourself and stay out of trouble. You have to keep your private life to you. See if you can get a job on time partial after school so you can get a prepaid cell phone (and keep it hidden from them). It has 2 more years to survive before the 18, then you can go to college (preferably in another city), go out and stay out.