bipolar control freak

whats wrong with me? Am I Bipolar?
Lately I've done well. then somedays I just wake up and have a feeling that something will happen. then, effectively the end of the day usually in the afternoon / evening in me, something breaks and I start acting weird or i freak out. Am I Bipolar? or am I just crazy? I admit I'm tired and stressed out .. but I have this a little stuggled Things to since I can remember … and its just getting out of control lately. i cannot have any relation (boyfriends) who arent full of me being paranoid, angry or depressed because I'm concerned that I have done something. I just want to not be so high maintenance and I feel more balanced ask im not 24 / 7 happiness truly did not want that. i just want to feel more, not so up and down. Bipolar?
I really do not think that is bipolar. showing signs of anxiety (obviously) in the morning, and later in the day, something probably just what triggers their anxiety about, then have your freak out episodes. if it is to make their relationships as seriously as you said, then its truth, it's probably best to seek professional help. this situation, A CBT (cognitive behavioral) Therapist is probably the best for you.
Wooow…Im a BIG Jerk!!!