bipolar disability insurance

I have bipolar disorder and am taking Topamax and Seroquel?
I'm taking my meds, but I'm having severe bouts of depression and feelings of aggitation. I feel like someone is watching me day and night. I'm on disability so it does not work. I've been away from my home in over a month due to anxiety. No I had a bath in recent weeks because of fear. I feel like someone is watching me either going to kill me or hold me when I get in the shower. I am afraid and not know what to do. I am taking my medicine. Topamax and Seroquel. Topamax 2 tablets in the morning and 2 at night and seroqel, 2 tablets at night. The psychiatrist told me was going to removed from my insurance provider list, so you need to find another when my medication is starting to be low. Why does not my medicine? What is it that me? I'm 47 years old. My husband does not understand why I can not improve. I'm not a woman for him. We have not had sex in over 6 months. It's my fault. I try so hard to be normal. My life is a mess.
I'm bipolar. First, many of these people said the wrong things. Seroquel acts as a state of mood stabilizer for mania in high doses as 600-800 mg. It works also has anti-depressants in lower doses. Topamax is not a good drug for bipolar 1. It is very weak and studies have shown that should not be used except in combination with other mediciations. You need to find another doctor as soon as possible. Your medications are not working or are not sufficient Seroquel. Wellbutrin should not be used alone or. It is an antidepressant that could cause a person becoming bipolar in manic, if not in a mood stabilizer. With your symptoms, you need to be in a classical mood stabilizer like lithium, Depakote or Tegretol. Then Seroquel adding to the fear and paranoia. Please consult a doctor again as soon as possible.