bipolar normal life

Is it possible to have normal bipolar without medication?
I was with bipolar diagnosis when he was 15, but the medicine made me feel empty and void of all emotions. I stopped taking the medication and have since been waging an ongoing battle to keep my life without medication. I feel as if it was a lost cause, and I've wasted my time trying to be normal with this disease. I do not know what I can do to regain my life.
quite possible, without no problem:> peace.
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