bipolar obsessive thoughts
Over 18 years of age. Bipolar / Panic / Anxiety ruining my life!
I am a woman of 18 who has had a drug problem for a time. I've smoked marijuana daily for 4 years. I was addicted to heroin, benzodiazepines and alcohol. I recently stopped drinking and its much harder to I thought and I'm very sad. I tried to smoke weed when I left and I had horrible panic attacks. I can not sleep and I'm not taking any medications from now. I have obsessive thoughts of death constantly. I see my family and loved ones die all the time. I have horrible nightmares, when in fact you get to sleep. My mood swings are horrible and I feel like a piece of shit after cursing everyone out .. I guess then mourn and mourn the death and a little more. I'm not home much at all .. maybe once a week. I'm scared of everything and have no idea what to do. I'm also a hypochondriac, I think I'm dying all the time. Any suggestions at all? I feel like I'm losing
Hello, I built a website for my wife when BP was expelled from NAMI. Long story short, there are a couple of members on his years old, 17-20ish, who are in similar situations to you. One member, jmiefish, is 17 and sounds very similar to yours. Do not go into details here. Anyway, have come a look if you like DJ http://www.bpbabble.com
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