delusions of grandeur bipolar

I'm interested in hearing from people who have been labeled "bipolar disorder" about spirituality and
how it relates to what have been diagnosed. Eg. Are they really "Delusions of grandeur" Is it really experience a mental illness? Do you feel even more repressed for psychiatric treatment? My question about that is a true mental illness is aimed at anyone personally. I wonder because I've done research in the establishment of the disease by the American Psychiatric Association since the Vietnam War. I also question from personal experience, so I wonder if there are others similar feel about it as I do.
I have been diagnosed with bipolar II disorder, which is more depression mania. Bipolar I is known to delusions of grandeur. With this disease, she feels trapped inside. I have what some might consider statements or outlandlish ridiculus, but I do not see it that way. Often me hyper and I can not concentrate, I have racing thoughts. These thoughts are like looking out the window of a moving car, just move soooo fast. Since I've been medicated, the episodes are subjected to a large extent, the therapy also helps. Why do you ask if it is a real mental illness, that offends me. It is as if all the conditions mental, it is considered a disease.
dennis pranning