generic bipolar medications

I think that too much to get help with my recipe, right?
My prescription for Abilify (generic form is Apripiprazole) cost me $ 400.00 per month (10 MGS, 30 pills). I'm in insurance, because everything is shaped face with a ($ 400 per month) mental illness as bipolar. And I think that too much of a year ($ 50,000) to obtain from any government or state (Arizona) programs. I looked to get him (Abilify) in Canada, but I feel it is too risky. And they did not have in Mexico. (which in all honesty, is at risk too). Is there something I'm missing here? Does anyone have the same problem? I'm very discouraged. I have not been on medication for 3 months and every day is horrible. And in all honesty, I do not mess around with being bipolar, it scares me a little, not being medicated. Thanks for the help. I've talked to my doctor is not illgel to buy drugs from Canada. While you have a recipe. The problem is that we really do not know what your getting.
You need talk to your doctor about this. Also write the company and may be able to help. Just look up the address of Bristol Meyers Squibb ABILIFY does and see if they can help.