how to avoid bipolar
Every time I think my husband is bipolar fine (or seems to deal better) than deteriorates ….?
Do you think he may feel when I start to feel relieved that recovery is under way, and panic that I think is rather than actually is and expect too much from him, so then (subconsciously) sabotages itself and deteriorates to avoid having to deal with the things that go along with this be?
No, not at all. He is simply ride on the roller coaster of life with bipolar disorder! My husband likes to tell how I'm getting better, and look how long it has been since the last time to down. That puts a lot pressure on me, and when I feel that the downward spiral coming I feel like I failed him, and try that much harder to conceal and deny next. And anyway! Since I finally told him to mention me, when I get up, how long has been that since I was down. I can not withstand the pressure. Just be grateful, as I am and call it good. Thought I should mention, even in medicines, which can and probably will continue to cycle. It's just not supposed to be so bad.
Equanimity In Bipolar
